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Endura Fati

by Derelict SHA

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1.
im alive but thats the storyhalf. for me past and sitting and interrupting the birthdeath interim in which distraction is my alive in my eyes eyes not nails like fuck scratching at like my redeye sucks. its not good in it but it is and thats it. i try to paint fists into growths but im clogged and stop and dope or rope but they clog and i keep and plaster the alabaster blister buds on my tongue like thrush like sprouts strung up and out of game and way like im not young. and down thats the plug but pull means nothing for these hellfucked gums i dont eat i dont sleep but think and hear and right but judgment is the mirror and i slide alpine crystal wrists like romance bliss. vibrate dissonant skin like disassociate in other out world loud carrying another unearth weight and from in throughout and out my skin my amorous chancrous skin.
2.
the burst, my feel, the compulse, the repulse. my pulse tied shines gleams syringe exact retract. component: the exist: the straight strain head-down; two: the persist: love/death/fear relation stay concrete feet weight. no mixed potentialities and romantic. that wisdom seek trash on fleek. take pain, make it rain. excuse, fake totem deluded temporary lifespan cure. not cure, mask temporary. steal my meaning from nowhere exhaust. no wait no naught to jump embrace tackle stream of repulse. dove, reinforced forced in repulse, repose, response: betrothed to dusk scum some petty real bitch, some real pretty bitch, strove and starve to demean me for this pretty, petty bitch. lived and die to (not) worship the dom goddess of this (purely) pretty, petty bitch. for this bitch? for myself.
3.
My Ataraxia 06:19
lilithvoid fall deep between take out god grant explace liber w terror crow in sullen carry sickness un2 death pierce trainwreck dawn of thought murder sink clasp beg lust four lilithvoid take pierce move through wade currents silk scrape plead exit let soul expanse torn terror again still flog might barb thorns each egoist suffer on constant suffer aint no sun trouble every day lilithvoid bleak advance no sun down out ironwork onto chest stay I grasp takes on a gracious spill my mind empty form achieve archetype return fall me cycle treat self down notself gripe but full smitten filled full filled wi taken mean source pound pressure sound pressure skull t beautydust enforce insource lilithvoid scraped terror meninges endura waterboard surgical broken good pride like kantsukroy like ma like spinself like perspect lilithvoid ive changed its begun the naught strange addictive serum pure un scarce found a lilithvoid fuck around siege fuckskull enemic embrace shove loss found gadown down lilithvoid skim the shut lilithvoid its found now lilithvoid mantra lilithvoid none lilithvoid fine lilithvoid continue lilithvoid lilithvoid lilithvoid lilithvoid lilithvoid lilithvoid
4.
Path, clear path, jugger clean cut marble and flora. Caddy kilter, jest stomp in one hearable direction. Stone to the drone, break tibia Tylenol-worth promulgated brand name streak. Stone unto death, broke repair gilded stone. Lay claim, kill, prey, eat, pray with a spearhead. Just romance with a stone axe, picked at my back, play The Terrorsmith on TV, only deadweight carry is Ambien, deceit, and blind capacity. Unaware, spits honor and dignity with phlegm like blow drip. Deranged, glad, undignified, pass by with autonomous, automatic, autocratic, authority. Chew on staples, delighted, covalent form unfailure, turned inward inspotting and critique, braced and covered. Material without masterful except perceived. Stay down, beggar, yet I down myself only in which genetic dignity. Owned stone. Glad furniture.

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released October 1, 2016

All music and words by Greg Cochran
Album cover concept and photo by Chris Hammarberg

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